My life in Japan

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Location: Chigasaki-shi, Kanagawa-ken, Japan

I'm a 32 year old SBF here in Japan teaching conversational english. One may ask, "What led to my decision to do this?" I would say that a variety of factors played a role in my decision, but I'm glad I made it. I'm a black girl found.....

Saturday, December 23, 2006

December 23, 2006-Saturday
"Healing Waters"
Seven years of celibacy,
wasted on one night of false intamacy,
What I thought was conquered,
now has me emotionally scarred.
In the words of Israel and New Breed, "Healing Waters, flow over my soul,
healing water....overflow, overflow!"
What was I thinking?
Well maybe it was the drinking.
My fall from grace,
has humbled me flat on my face.
"Healing Waters, flow over my soul, healing healing water....overflow, overflow!"
And now all of these dreams.....
of me running to catch my flight to who knows where?
I always wake up before the end it seems.
Lord, I don't want to miss what You have planned for me.
I ask for help and accept your mercy.
The temptation has been overwhelming,
and that's why I started delving,
into the things of my past.
Lord, when will I be free at last?
Pastor said You could still get the Glory?
I just have to believe that this is not the end of my story.
For You know my end from the beginning,
as You hear me singing,
"Healing Waters, flow over my soul, healing water, overflow, overflow!!!!!!!"